Finally, a dream I used to have often years ago, when I was a teenager. I was in front of the church (where I used to go, or rather was forced to go, to Mass every Sunday, in my grandparents’ village). So I was in front of it, and all of a sudden, I saw butchers coming out with their hands covered in blood. When I went back in, it was a cemetery, but I’m not entirely sure about that anymore. When I came out again, the church was split in two, and the bell tower (were the bells ringing?) was next to the rest. Question: Which side was the bell tower on?
The bell tower announces public griefs. Seeing a cemetery inside a church represents, symbolizes, and implies a major rethinking of one's way of thinking. It signifies that one must become aware of what is dead within oneself: a feeling, a project, a job, or a relationship.
The fact that you have the number 2 (The High Priestess) (the church split in two) represents a period of deep dichotomy/ambivalence: the fact that upon leaving the church it splits in two demonstrates that you will make a firm decision for the evolution of your soul. Having the number two is also a sign of protection; a woman will protect you in your life. Within you lies the wisdom and the highest manifestation of the protective mother within you.
I was in front of the church (where I used to go, or rather was obliged to go, to Mass every Sunday, in my grandparents' village)
Finding yourself in front of a church represents the difficult moments of life; it embodies both the gentle and the dark aspects (ambivalence). In these difficult moments, one feels a need to pray, and this carries the same meaning in dreams.
The Church also plays the same role in dreams as that of a loving, protective, and comforting mother. I observe that you enter the church and come out of it, which represents that you will be born into a more mature life. The Church can also represent the collective unconscious. The fact that the church splits in two represents that you must especially rely on yourself and redefine your self-confidence and confidence in your life. The fact that you find yourself in front of the church represents a situation that will be openly seen in the open.
Butchers (I would like you to inform me, of course if you remember, how many butchers there were, please) represent in a dream and foretell dangers, damages, and highlight that one is being manipulated without respect.
For a woman, the butcher represents the man of her life. This man lacks interest in her personal fulfillment and does not care about her needs; on the contrary, he manipulates her in a destructive manner. Seeing a butcher in a dream signifies that the man in your life is ruthless and exploits you.
Seeing butchers with hands full of blood: The hand affirms action and intention. It manifests creativity and increasing supernatural elevation, and “can see” symbolically; the fact that the hands are full of blood represents and informs you of deep emotional wounds that slow down the activities you want to do and delay your life.
Question: What do you receive in this relationship… in terms of receiving…
Blood always represents your mental energy; it nourishes your fighting strength. It carries life throughout the human body. It represents a secret wound of your soul, and you must find its cause, whether through deep sorrow, remorse,
The color red = blood represents a deep passion in the man of your life, but a dangerous one that can become murderous. The fact that you see hands covered in blood in the man of your life, as the butcher is represented in your dream as the man of your life.
I see that you had this dream during your adolescence (recurrent) and my hope for you is that the same pattern you experienced during your adolescence will not recur. Should the contrary happen, since we tend to reproduce the same patterns from our childhood and adolescence. I strongly suggest that you take action as soon as possible, and find a place to take shelter with your children. Are there any shelters for women where you could go to take shelter? Make this departure quietly without telling him, my dear, and protect your back, your territory, and your children, and if necessary, you can pursue legal action later. You are a good mother… I think you must protect yourself and act as soon as possible for your safety and that of your children.
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I embrace you, and I will pray for you and your children. I light a white candle for you so that you may receive peace of mind. My thoughts of love rise to you and your children, and may God protect you. XX