Lately, I’ve really been dreaming a lot. I know something is going to happen because when I dream to this extent (every single night and a lot of dreams per night!), something is changing!
The first dream that really left an impression on me this past week:
It starts with me on the balcony of a house. With me are my father (deceased), my mother, my adoptive father (who is my father’s younger brother), my little sister, my aunt, and my uncle (all from my father’s side of the family, so all Leducs except my mother!). There’s a gang that wants to harm us. Since my father is the head of the family and the oldest, he stands up for us. The gang, whom I couldn’t see, leaves. My father gestures for us to follow him, and we do. We walk through a small village; there are trees everywhere, it’s old-fashioned… Two girls, who are very messed up, approach (nails all over, face tattoos, hair in a mess, etc.). They insult me and I don’t react! But when one of them turns to my little sister and calls her a slut, I punch her in the face! And I wake up with a start because I’m not violent at all!
The other dream is even stranger. I’m in a large Victorian house, a bit dark, a bit dilapidated. I’m with five people I don’t know in real life, but in the dream, I know them. We’re trapped inside the house because something is lurking outside. I don’t know what it is, but we’re all extremely scared! One of the men decides to go out because otherwise, we’ll starve to death! We follow him to the door, and he goes out. But just as he steps off the balcony, two monstrous dogs come at him at full speed and tear him to shreds right before our eyes! He had a moment where he stopped and raised his eyes toward me. (Many would say I was having a nightmare… Think again! Even though I felt fear in my dream, this dream didn’t have the taste of a nightmare…) We go back inside, even more hollow. We know the monster dogs can’t get in, but we’re still doomed to die. Two other men decide to go down into the basement, hoping to find a way out… While I watch us descend, my mind wanders and goes deeper into the basement. At a certain point, there’s a secret passage. But it doesn’t lead outside. It leads to an evil fairy’s lair. One of the fairies says clearly: “There is an angel man among them There, I see one of the men near me, I’m keeping it for myself.” And I see them all falling asleep in cocoons. Eventually, we go in and see these sleeping butterflies. We gently lift them to look at them more closely. One wakes up, it opens like a flower, and so on until there are hundreds of them in the large room. I feel unwell, I enter a smaller room and vaguely realize that I am in the presence of the queen of those fairies. While she sings to a little girl who was with us, and that girl is dozing off, I take her hand, telling her that we have to leave. And that’s when I see the queen’s true face. She is still just as pretty! But with such malevolence. And we leave to go back up there while the other two men are bewitched and stuck in a kind of spider web… And I wake up. Not in a panic, but with a weird feeling… ???
