weird dream

Hello everyone, I remember a dream I had two or three months ago.
I no longer remember the exact circumstances, but I can still see that disturbing image: they were nailing a plank along my spine and another one across my shoulder blades (in the shape of a cross). It hurt a little, but I wasn't suffering too much!!!
I have to say that this dream really upset me, but I still can’t figure out its meaning, unless it’s just that I often have back pain and I need to stand up straight!

Can you help me make sense of this rather disturbing dream?

Thank you

Eliana

Good evening Eliana…
If you say you have back pain… maybe it was a premonitory dream…
Do you ever feel like you can't move?

ClaudiaC

Eliana, just one question.

What terrible burden do you carry?

Friendship / Rolande

Hello Roland, sometimes I have a sensation of no longer being able to move. It mostly happens when I am lying down; a kind of tremor occurs and my body becomes inert. I remain fully conscious, but I can no longer move at all. It still happens to me from time to time…

As for the burden, I have one, and a heavy one at that. Since the age of 28, I have had health problems that were quite serious, especially one, and then in 1995 I started developing asthma… I was in a coma for three days in 2000… I could go on! Family problems, financial problems, etc.…

What can you deduce from that? Is this dream related to my problems…

Thank you
Eliana

Hello Eliana,

I’m going through the latest messages and I’m reading your dream, which is calling to me.

Isn't this burden related to the choice you have to make regarding the move you're considering? Hasn't it been bothering you for three months? I get the impression that it has more to do with the present than with your past, which was, in any case, very difficult. Feel free to elaborate if you wish.

Friendship

Josy

Yes, Jozy, it’s true that this move has been worrying me for the past two or three months. As for whether it has anything to do with my dream, I don’t know. It’s quite possible, but then what should I expect (tied up with my arms crossed)!!! It’s enough to make you wonder!! Disturbing and awful at the same time.

Thank you
Eliana

Hmm, Eliana, give me a little time and I’ll get back to you on that. By the way, I’d like to suggest an exercise for you to do in order to find the source of your back pain, your asthma, and so on yourself. However, you’ll need to look in the regression section to do it. What do you think? That way, you’ll find the source of your ailments yourself.

Rolande :o

Well, yes, I’d like to give it a try, Rolande, but I’ve never done it before?

I'm diving back into regression to see how to do it on my own!!!

Thank you
Eliana

Eliana, go look into regression, and I know you can do it, and you will find answers to your ailments…

If you need help, don't hesitate to ask me.

Rolande :o

Thanks, Rolande, I'll keep you posted…

friendship
Eliana

Eliana, rereading your dream, something comes to mind, and it’s a belief that arises in me… could it be that in your belief system, something tells you a phrase like this:

“I must suffer to grow” — we are often told, “You must suffer to be beautiful,” because your crucifixion stems from a false premise deeply rooted in your childhood… it is a starting hypothesis…

That’s what comes to mind when I reread your dream… and also, do you need complete rest?

Rolande

Good evening Eliana,

I'm getting back to you about your dream.
It seems to me that there is a conflict in consolidating a situation that is troubling you, and that you must endure this situation with difficulty and patience. I think, and continue to think, that it is related to your move.
So hang in there, you're not alone, I'm here, and we are all here to support you.

Friendship

Josy

Hi Eliana, yes, I also have what you might call “disturbing dream experiences” from time to time… For example, a few months after I moved to a new city and started a new life three or four years ago, I began having dreams in my new house about bizarre-looking beings (they looked really repulsive, like turnips with animal heads) that were floating in the air in my home and trying to kill me because I was praying too much!!! One of them was trying to strangle me from a distance with a simple hand gesture, while snickering… It was also preventing me from finishing my prayer out loud, which I believed would drive it away… I was sprawled on the floor, trying to crawl away from it, but my throat would tighten on its own, and I started thinking I was going to die. The strangest part was that at one point, the person I love and her mother (!!!) were walking past me in the room with blank stares… and they couldn’t see me or hear me!!! And when I woke up with a start, my throat was completely tight and my eyes were filled with tears…
These kinds of dreams lasted for more than a week and at all times of the day. Even when I was falling asleep in the afternoon! To the point where I almost moved and I was afraid to fall asleep!
I’ve been having strange dreams ever since, but they’re not as terrifying as they were during that period… Sorry for the length of the message.

I believe, Rolande, that in the religion and faith in which I was raised, Catholic, with a tyrannical, selfish, cruel father who beat my mother and me… (he is still alive and remains the same even after my mother’s death on November 19 last.)
From constantly thinking about this dream, I believe it is telling me that I must stand firm in the face of all the difficult situations in my life!!!
I think everything is connected, and it’s true that I need some rest!!

Thanks also to Jozy and Natouchka for her testimonial
Thank you for listening to me and for being there.

friendship
Eliana

Poor Eliana, you've been through some horrible things, I'm so sorry for you!!
but I know you have always had a strength within you... believe in yourself...
I am certain that your dream stems from certain problems you have experienced… Don’t forget, we are with you on this forum…
That’s what makes this forum beautiful; we are all in solidarity…

Friendship LOULINA

Eliana,
I just read your testimonial and I am deeply moved.
Life is sometimes so hard! You are so dedicated and have such a good heart; don’t change, that is also what makes you strong. It may seem paradoxical to some, but I believe that when one goes through tragedies, the hardest part is not becoming bitter and vengeful. You managed to get past that, likely by retaining the simplicity and depth of soul you had as a child! WELL DONE!
Can you count on this man you’re moving in with? Is he a reliable support for you?
I kiss you very sincerely!

Dear Eliana, I think we all have our own path of suffering, our own family heritage as well, which can weigh heavily at times. I am sure that if you think of a few families you know in your circle, you will find someone strange among them too. Regarding family, as the saying goes: “you don’t choose your family.” However, we grow and build ourselves through certain trials. I believe the important thing, for you to free yourself from this aspect of “fate,” is to be aware that in life, the “struggle” begins for a person as soon as they are a newborn, opening their eyes to the world around them… Your father’s violence is something truly unfortunate, and the sense of injustice at having lost a loved one, the person who was truly good in your eyes (I understand you mean your mother), and seeing that the one who caused harm is still there, can sometimes give you an unconscious feeling of guilt (hence perhaps this rather symbolic dream). This is, of course, just a hypothesis.
But I feel that you have the wisdom to understand that physical violence is an illness that must be difficult to live with even for the one who inflicts it…
The future is yours, Eliana, and tomorrow is a new day. I am sure that you, on the other hand, have a lot of love to give! Keep your confidence.
Thank you for your courageous message.

See you soon!
Natouchka

Hello everyone, how can I put it, I am deeply touched by your support and comfort, which I don’t find here at home, except from a few people I love who don’t really understand what I’m feeling!!
You are truly people who bring me such comfort, and how could one not appreciate human beings of such heart quality as you…
I thank you very much
I kiss you goodbye.

Eliana

P.S.: It's a shame we were hating in different places!!!

Hello again, Éliana,

The cross symbolizes and derives from an ancient instrument of torture. It serves as a support and symbol of mediation in an intermediate communication between heaven and earth, across time and space.

And in this sense, it takes on a meaning of protection leading to an ascent. In the Christian religion, it personifies Christ; how many icons are there in which the saints hold the crucifix in their arms? It is a symbol of acceptance and participation in the salvific work of Jesus. Each person carries their cross, that is to say, the struggles and trials of earthly existence united with the Savior, the cross having almost the same connotation in the expression of the sacrifice of the Messiah, in Christian iconography. But the cross is power and protection. Seeing the cross in a dream confirms to us the need to pray.

The T-shaped cross (TAU): which is in the shape of the letter T of the alphabet. Its meaning comes from the Hebrew Era and signifies forgiveness before punishment. It unites the two feminine and masculine principles.

The letter T is a sign of protection of the luminous invisible.

To be crucified has multiple meanings: For the rich, being crucified signifies a loss of property.

For the poor, being crucified is an omen of glory, honor, wealth, and prosperity.

Rolande

Eliana, when you say that you tremble when you are lying down, how does it happen? Does it feel as if you are receiving an electric shock in your body? Throughout your entire body? A kind of electric current running through your whole body? Does your body vibrate when you feel all of this in your body?

Rolande