Hello yerly,
"My brother wanted to kill his entire family": adventure, jealousy follows you, a feeling of hatred and revenge, being unable to tolerate events and wanting to eliminate them
“He had the police on his side”: need help to straighten all this out, to have the law on your side
"My father and mother were held hostage" — a situation of being stuck, having one's hands tied
"But my little sister, he had spared her at first, so I quickly switched phones with my father to track them by GPS": some are spared and distant from the situation
"My brother saw the pink post and shot my father in the head": shooting: taking justice into one's own hands
“I fled”: not knowing how to admit things, running away because one cannot face the events.
"I'm calling my boss to tell him I won't be coming to work; my brother wants to kill me": obstacles to your actions, anger
My boss laughed: 'So it’s you and your family who are on TV': irony of fate, made almost public
I should have seen it coming. Sealed lips
I tell him I don't know, but that right now, I'm afraid I'll keep him in the loop”: he does not yet grasp the scope or the consequences of actions and emotions
My boss came to pick me up and went through all the procedures to make me his daughter with his surname, to protect me.
: the senior staff, the administration
"My wife gave me a makeover. New clothes, contact lenses, a new haircut": a need to change everything radically.
My boss came back saying that it would take time for the paperwork. So his elder brother suggested to his father that he marry me.
By saying, “She will carry our name, just like my sister. Her father agreed”: we are looking for solutions, for ways to get through this as best as you can.
"My brother swore to the police officer that I was his sister! My boss showed my documents, specifying to the gendarme that I am his daughter": the acts, the truths, the witnesses are there
“My brother went to prison for trying to take revenge in the name of justice”: isolation, punishment when you try to do everything yourself
We then canceled that sham marriage, and a few months later I got married for real to his older brother (REVE). His father specified that if he had known, he wouldn’t have paid for that divorce… Stick out your tongue: after several attempts at harmonization, at getting on the same wavelength, everything worked out, even though it was long and painful.
Summarize:
You are currently in a rather unstable situation, passenger, adventure, or misadventure, shall I say. Jealousy, hatred, and vengeance are pursuing you, and you want to eliminate all these emotions and feelings that are undermining your morale. You need outside help to support you and put all the odds in your favor. The situation is stuck for you, while the others are spared or remain distant. You feel the urge to take justice into your own hands, but you cannot bring yourself to do it and you do not take responsibility, fleeing from reality and your duties. There is anger at the irony of fate that has befallen you in this matter, which has become nearly public. You have not yet measured the extent of the consequences of your actions, or of your emotions, which are too intense to manage. Fortunately, there are still the higher-ups, the administration, and the laws on your side. There is a need for a radical change. You have sought solutions and ways to get out of this as best you can. The actions, the truths, and the witnesses are there. There is isolation and punishment when one wants to do everything oneself. After several attempts at harmonization and getting on the same wavelength, everything is resolved, despite the fact that it was long and painful regarding actions and bad manners.
Kind regards
Ladysally
