Hi,
I read a few stories, but one of them left me speechless.
I often have the feeling of leaving my body, especially when I am lying on my back; I relax and feel as if I am floating.
I see all the people I know and other strangers.
I always have the feeling of being in the clouds, and I take this opportunity to apologize for any harm I may have caused, or to vent, or to express certain congratulations that I can’t seem to convey in real life…
I always have the feeling that I am speaking to people's souls, who in turn must sleep.
I can't do it during the day!
But also in the morning, I never remember my dream, yet I have the impression that it has only been 5 minutes since I lay down, even though I spent the whole night there.
Generally, sometimes I go to bed trying to find an answer to my questions, and usually I don't remember the previous day's question in the morning, but when I relax and I feel close to the spirits, I have the impression that I've only slept for 30 seconds, yet I still know who I wanted to talk to and about what.
I had always thought it was just my imagination, some kind of sophrology, but does that mean I'm practicing spiritism?
I also have the impression that sometimes there are people around me, but that I can’t see them.
As a child, I was not afraid of cemeteries, but then I started avoiding passing by them (not going inside). I no longer pass by them in the evening, and now, even passing by them during the day on foot, I am afraid.
When we talk about films like The Exorcist, I look everywhere to avoid mentioning it and I firmly hold onto my Christian cross.
Whereas before I loved this kind of movie: good versus evil.
but for no good reason I am afraid
Am I crazy, or did I really experience something unconsciously?
Am I practicing Spiritism without realizing it?
Please help me
lou