my suicide * * * ok

Hi,

How are you?

I had a dream that scared me.

I dreamed about my suicide,
me lying on my bed, the door jammed from the inside.
My parents said I was faking it, so they weren't worried. (I still live with them) (dream, too).
A man claimed to have done this and drove miles to knock on my hotel room door, asking me to open it.
To finish, he had to break down the door to get in, and my parents were yelling at him that this would cost extra and that he would have to pay for it.
He gave me a few slaps, then asked me to talk to him and lie next to him while we waited for the ambulance.
My parents were always yelling, so he carried me and took me to the emergency room, waited for me to wake up, and forbade my parents from coming near me.

Here is this awful thing

kiss

lou

Hi,

I reread my dream and would like to clarify that “the man” is not just anyone; he represented my best friend, which explains why, having heard no news from me, he rushed over to surprise me, and upon finding my door closed, he understood what I had done…

Kiss and thank you for everything$$

lou

Hi,

Did I forget? LOL

Thank you very much

Sincerely

Lou

Hello candle,
Lying on the bed: symbol of shared life. Risk of illness, refusal of sexual relations, you are getting stuck, you are closing off the possibilities of having a life outside of them, and you fear complications related to past actions. These men, this man should not pay for what he did to you… no one should pay for the mistakes that others have committed. You are being asked to pull yourself together and to accept a healthy couple life without having to involve the family and the medical corps. There is urgency; wake up and do not let yourself be driven by your destructive feelings. On the condition that, if that is your wish, you seek help from a specialist, because a part of you wants to die and be reborn, but not alone, and above all, seek help from a professional in this field.
Best regards
Ladysally

Hi,

I read your help for interpreting my dream.
But I am not in a relationship, neither in my dreams nor in my life.
This man is my best friend but is also married in real life…
Does that change anything?

amorous

Lou

Thank you

Hello candle,
There’s no couple life, I said. I didn’t say you were in a relationship, so that’s the warning: you have issues at that level to overcome.
Best regards