Hi,
How are you?
Every night, I have more or less the same dream.
I would emphasize the generality.
We're all in a ballroom, chatting on the dance floor.
The host called me because I found an exploit and I deserve a medal. (I still don't know what the exploit is)
All my friends are here and applauding me!
I go on stage and I am awarded the medal.
I'm asking if I can pass it on to someone who is dear to me!
He voluntarily grants my request.
I begin by saying: I am awarding this medal to a man I admire and respect.
My ex, whom I loved for eight years and who I’m no longer with, gets up and walks over to me before I finish my speech.
In the meantime, I will continue my speech.
To my best friend, the one who helped me grow, old but representing the ideal man; Mr. J…
My ex reacted thinking he had misunderstood!
Then this man, Mr. J, comes on stage, accepts, and then asks his family to come up for the photo. He doesn't like his sister, but he still asks her to join us to please me, even though I didn't ask him to.
I feel like I'm in the middle of a depressive episode and I'm heading for the exit.
Mr J notices it!
He hands the medal to his wife, asking her to give the thank-you speech while we wait.
He chases me to understand.
Outside, everything is gray, BLACK, GLOOMY.
I am starting to fight with demons.
It was a feeling I had known before, this power, but for the first time I was mastering it; I would freeze or explode...
A demon resists me, but I am afraid it will harm my friend, so with all my might, I channel to expose this rat.
Mr. J quickly realizes that we would be protected inside, but I don't want to go back in and remain despite the danger, with me.
After a few attempts to scream for help, I realize he won’t leave me alone, so I turn on him, screaming and crying.
I'm so fed up!
What am I to you? I gave you my Medal of Honor, and at what cost? I am nothing but your former apprentice, so go take that photo and leave me alone!
The weather changed as if to drain my anger, and nature took on colors…
Mr. J took me in his arms and announced: you are special, you are like my daughter, and I would kill for you.
I stayed despite the danger that threatens us, so let's go back to discuss it.
then, as they went to sit on some rocks from which the sea was receding in the distance,
Their family is looking for us, finds us, and announces that they are still waiting for us for the photo.
Looking at each other, we realized that it was nothing compared to our friendship and mutual respect...
Only the dangers, the demons, and the threats change, but it’s always the same pattern.
By the way, in my dream I have the power to explode or freeze things, but I don’t have any supernatural powers in real life.
I would like to confirm it.
kiss
Romy
