Good evening ginie007,
It’s true that there are plenty of men out there, but finding one who’s right for you is harder.
I don't know if I can, but have you tried talking to him, reaching out??? Because I thought that once the dots were connected, things would be fine between you two. As for your ex, I don't see a resumption, and as for Nicolas, there are several solutions.
1 So you are such... Do you have the courage?
2 You're waiting for him to come back to you... but when?
3. If you find another man… will he suit you?
You will still have encounters, but nothing very serious, as you are still under the influence of this recent breakup, and there is nothing you can do about it, except that you have the strength, the courage, and you are fearless.
Renewal, resurrection, new possibilities, end of a difficult cycle. Repair of wrongs suffered, liberation, release, recovery, healing, fair judgment.
So basically, you're under the influence of this recent past, but with enough character and courage, there will be a renewal with your friend Nicolas.
With affection
Ladysally