Good evening Claudiac,
I was happy to see your message 
But I don't know when it's what I want (deep down) and when it's intuition? How can one tell the difference?
In fact, what you truly want deep down is inevitably marked by subjectivity and imbued with positivity (we do not wish harm upon ourselves). Therefore, we want so much for this thing we desire to come to pass that we can quickly extrapolate. That said, my Claudiac, I never forget the expression that says that dreaming very strongly of something that would improve your life or make you happy, by making you think positively and take action toward its realization: wanting something very strongly deep down is already a first step toward that thing. There are people who hope for an entire lifetime but remain constant spectators of their own lives, feeling that they have no control over what happens to them. What you want deep down always has a part that you can control. Because what is deep down, you are always inevitably aware of it in some way; you can identify it.
When it comes to intuition, I think it’s less tangible. Has it ever happened to you that you felt uneasy, not at peace, anxious, without knowing why? Just like a sort of feeling? And then later to learn some not-so-good news, or something negative?
Or the opposite, feeling incredibly good for no reason and telling yourself that everything will go your way that day?
It’s like feeling directly good or bad when you walk into someone’s house, for example.
I think that in intuition there is a sort of “clash” between your waves and those that surround you or surround a person for whom you would do a clairvoyance, for example. Intuition, although coming from within, is in fact an “encounter,” a bit like a dialogue of waves, of energies.
That is why it is harder to have a clear intuition about ourselves, because the circle is restricted there; you are turning around yourself and can less feed your own waves. It must be a bit like a difficult monologue to interpret, since the source is yourself and we all have a subjective knowledge of ourselves. I think that in order to achieve a more developed intuition of oneself, one certainly has to work on it, but in small doses, because the understanding you will develop will be more restricted than an understanding of something external.
But I think that for people who truly have a highly developed intuition, it must not be easy every day for their inner peace. It must not be obvious to always “feel” things. The common notion would be that it makes life easier for us. I think it would make life more difficult as long as we are living our lives as they are. Can you imagine how to reconcile everyday life, your practical life, with all sorts of visions or intuitions that constantly come to mind?
In the end, I think it’s just part of the game. We may be hypersensitive in certain areas, but we are still only human.
On the other hand, I am convinced that a form of intuitive intelligence is built and develops with age and life experience, when we begin to ask the ESSENTIAL questions. When we have the chance to evolve in an environment, profession, setting, or culture that gives us a better chance of asking questions or becoming receptive than certain human beings who will live only in the concrete, with dictated priorities.
What matters is that people manage to free themselves precisely from social and cultural machines, from shackles: excessive consumption, “trash TV,” debates of interest, wars, dictates, success… so many notions created by men to prevent other men from thinking.
And that is what we are doing here… 
In any case, that is just my humble view of things.
So coffee grounds, it's very simple.
You need a small special pot (I think you could ask your Bulgarian friend for one, if you don’t already have one?), and the special coffee for brewing that you can easily find in any large supermarket or Eastern grocery store.
Well, the cup is also special 
Fill your cup with cold water and pour it into the small saucepan. Add a cold teaspoon of coffee, not quite full since the cup is small, add powdered sugar to taste, stir gently while cold, and place it over very low heat, without stirring any further (hmm, and now it smells like rich, velvety coffee). The mixture will gradually swell, and when it starts to rise toward the top, just before boiling (do not let it boil), remove the saucepan from the heat, pour a little into the bottom of the cup (this is where the frothiest part goes), put the saucepan back on the heat for one second, and fill your cup completely.
And here, you can savor one of the most aromatic and surprising coffees there is (I have a real passion for coffee).
You must stop when you feel that only the coffee residue is left, while still leaving a little liquid so that the grounds can “release.”
You place the saucer on the cup, make a wish, and spin it three times clockwise. Then, you turn the whole thing toward you and place it upside down on the table, and wait until the bottom of the cup is completely cold.
You gently turn the cup upside down and begin to look at the bottom (your heart), discerning figures, scenes, people, animals that all carry symbolism, numbers, letters—this can be anything among all these elements (at the start, a reference book to decode the symbols is recommended; I did not use one). And these symbols blend with your intuition, your sensitivity to see, and everything takes on meaning…
I’ve never done this and have no idea what it might yield, but I can try to drink a coffee while thinking of you and try to read? We do this a lot with tarots; personally, I’ve only heard of this type of practice once, but I really don’t know what it might yield…
Tell me if you're up for it, and I'll give it a try. 
Friendship,
Natou