I pass through rooms such as the kitchen, a hallway, and brightly lit stairs, and finally find myself in a smaller, darker room with large French doors.
I just want to clarify that I perform the analysis using the 22 major cards of the Marseille tarot, and when I see these cards in the person’s dream, I analyze them as concretely as possible. I work through symbolism and analysis by making connections to your current life.
The tarot card that seems to be present in your dream is the arcanum 16 The House of God, which I will try to explain to you and connect with what you are currently experiencing.
A question comes to mind as I write to you: Have you sought answers from the afterlife? Regarding a particular situation, I see it more on the spiritual side… about your soul? Its evolution, its journey, etc.? If so, your dream answers you very clearly.
First of all, it is a very beautiful dream you had, but a difficult one. It is a sign of the soul's evolution and, of course, a major period of deep inner cleansing. I will attempt a more concrete explanation in connection with the Tarot card, which will perhaps help you understand the whole thing and actualize certain areas of your life.
I am in a house that looks old from the outside but is very strange on the inside. All the walls appear old, as thin as yellowed newspaper left in the sun (a very light off-white), and they conceal wooden planks. The floor, walls, and ceiling are all the same color. Cited by éclairlunaire.
In a dream, the house represents your soul: it represents your sacred center in life, your state of mind through events, and your earthly position in relation to celestial influences. It represents your life, the continuous fabric of your experience.
The walls represent your space to protect; they are the enclosure that precisely defines your limits, indicating the prohibitions to be respected at the center, that is, your intimate, secret, and sacred place where every individual receives the interaction of heaven-earth vibrations. This is where, on the earthly plane, the main stakes of your life are played out. The walls represent affective life, sexual life, family life, and social life, connected to the indimensional spiritual sphere.
The house has many rooms (Which rooms are you passing through?) that I navigate more or less easily, but deep down, I know that something is lurking behind the partitions and walls, and I feel the need to provoke what lies in wait there.
I find this need you are experiencing in your dream to be very important, and it is truly important: you need to find what is hidden there? It’s a wonderful need… a sign of evolution, to learn to recognize your soul… your own direction…
I walk through rooms such as the kitchen, a hallway, brightly lit stairs, and finally find myself in a smaller, darker room with large French doors. Quoted by Eclairdelune.
The kitchen announces upcoming events, changes, and windows. It is our opening to others, our capacity to interact with the outside world, and given that this part is darker in your dream, it might be interesting to pay attention to this particular aspect of your life.
Your dream is linked to your earthly and spiritual evolution (your evolving soul). You aspire to greater development and to the recognition of this. The hallway represents and heralds a period between two states of life, two stages of evolution. It takes on the meaning of stagnation and an effort toward giving birth to another life and to the culmination of a long inner search. In your dream, if you walk along the hallway to reach the brightly lit stairs, this demonstrates overcoming a temporary period in your life to reach a higher level, a kind of development of your situation leading to a happier purpose for you (always in relation to your soul). The hallway is a kind of passage, a kind of crossing.
I return to the number 16, the Major Arcana House—God, the one I spoke of briefly above. In the dreamer’s life, it represents a necessary collapse to open up to greater consciousness and more experience. You may feel a great sense of powerlessness, and one who feels powerlessness may also feel anger. You will perhaps feel the impression of a salutary crisis, and this state of mind is normal; try to normalize it and not give it too much power... let the lightning of God or of your higher consciousness do its work; it knows your Destiny. Even in powerlessness, let go... the more you fight, the more painful it will be... (I hope you understand this meaning). The Demon is also linked to Arcana 15; this number is Passion, earthly joys. This number forces one to constantly struggle against regression and disorder at all levels: physical, moral, philosophical. Your dream is more a part of your beliefs; throughout our lives, we have been conditioned by beliefs... even in our dreams, our beliefs are very powerful. Beliefs are also part of Arcana 16... perhaps some beliefs no longer suit you. The Moon’s light, and perhaps it would be preferable to review certain aspects of these beliefs that you still carry around... and build new ones.
Returning to the number 15, the arcanum of The Devil (symbolically linked to the Marseille tarot in dreams), also announces the guardian of the threshold (demon), who wants to prevent the individual from reaching the treasure (soul) and the inner castle. This part of you invites you to meditate on choices to explore in depth.
Right now, you are in the midst of a battle between the earthly (belief system) and the heavens. It is not easy, but your soul knows the path it must travel. Make your soul an ally (a best friend) and open the door to it.
I wish you a beautiful, beneficial crisis lol… (in the good sense of the word) I know it’s difficult, but it’s so beneficial for your soul and your growth; no crisis is insurmountable.
I have to leave for now, but I will come back to explain to you this passage you need to make and how to make this passage between shadow and light, and you can even do it in a dream.
I reiterate that your dream is very beautiful, unsettling, but very formative.
Your waking up in fear is normal, because your entire belief system is being shaken... so the fear is normal... don't give power to this fear!
Go on, keep it up…
Rolande
