Strange feeling

Here it is
When a family member passed away, I had the impression for several days that I was being watched and followed constantly (even though there was no one there), and since then, certain rooms (in any house) have been giving me chills!! I feel presences!!
It also happens to me at certain times to have already lived through scenes from my life, e.g., “One day my son was talking to me and all of a sudden the shelf behind him fell,” and I had already seen this event! Weird!!

Hello Bujon,

As you say, it’s a strange feeling! I’ve experienced it quite a few times after each of my loved ones passed away. The sensations weren’t always the same in intensity or frequency. The most intense experience I had was after my husband’s death. Twelve years later, it still manifests, and now it’s my son’s turn to feel it. It’s a natural phenomenon that manifests even more so if one is very receptive and very sensitive.
Does feeling these presences, having this sensation of cold, scare you?
Perhaps you might have mediumistic abilities? Could the realization that the present has already been experienced, or the feeling of déjà vu, lead us to believe so?

When I feel these presences, I’m not afraid (well, the first time, a little, of course). You’re going to find this strange, but I have the impression that they’re not there to harm me.
Except for one time, when I was working for a disabled woman whose mother had recently passed away, I went into the mother's room and I felt that they didn't want me there, so I left because I didn't feel comfortable!
It’s true that I very often have a feeling of déjà vu, but I don’t talk about it around me because I’m afraid people will think I’m crazy!!!
Actually, I don't know exactly what's happening to me, but it really intrigues me.
I would like to ask you for one more piece of advice,
One day I bought a tarot deck to learn how to read the cards, as it has been something that has attracted me for a long time, but when I handled it, I became completely frozen; my hands were cold, I was cold! Since then, I have handled it from time to time (I am less cold now, but my hands are still very cold), but I do not read the cards; in fact, I do not know how to do it, and I do not know if I really have a gift to exploit! What do you think?
Well, here it is! Strange things are happening to me, and I really don't know how to interpret them.