Vera, your dream is closely related to your individuation process… and it is also collective, as the train carries a collective connotation. The fact that you do not take the train demonstrates in your behavior that you probably tend to avoid people in your real life. By nature, you are too solitary, and you impose this solitude on yourself. The train signifies travel and journeys, but the fact that you do not take it shows the dreamer, in their difficult evolution, your ability to take new inner directions. The question I ask myself is why you did not take the train—was there something in your dream that prevented you?
I see myself walking toward a town to learn a dance there, and a young blond man (in your dream, is this man a stranger to you or not?)
Seeing yourself walking is moving forward in life. It is following the furrows of your evolution... but the fact that you are walking on a street indicates a period in your current life where you are more inwardly focused than active. A kind of wandering thought in a monotony, in a discovery yet to come, as you head toward the city (the symbolism of your soul). As if you were moving through a form of unconscious life for the time being.
to learn a dance there, a couple for that purpose and a young blond man (in your dream, is this man unknown to you or not?) set me aside and showed me dance steps; I saw his feet and was learning the steps, and the woman behind him, with long blond hair (is she known to you or not?), was also dancing.
For a woman, dreaming of an unknown man is a symbol for you to discover here. It may be your masculine aspect informing you that you also need to learn to dance (action in your life). The fact that this man is unknown to you in your dream also forces you to look at the man you share your life with, as well as an aspect of your masculine polarity, from a different perspective. The unknown woman represents your feminine polarity here… but what is she doing… she is in the background and she is dancing… The important question to ask yourself would be: how do you activate your results in your life by placing yourself in the background of others, etc.?? …
The weather was rainy (yes, the weather that it is purifies your soul from the relationship you are currently living… this one represents emotional adversity, a risk of breakup, a sort of examination of conscience.
I also saw my toes moving but dislocated (the fact that your toes are dislocated foreshadows a feeling of shame and calamities related to what you are going through, which is also a difficult period for you; do not forget that the feet are the structure that keeps you standing upright… and the feet connect you to earthly desires and material possessions).
I could also see myself walking back down that street and vomiting three times, with men behind me
The fact that you vomited three times (the number 3) demonstrates that you have thought about it enough, and that the reflection you have undergone is so deeply analyzed, etc., that you vomit as if suffering from acute nausea about your current situation. The number three is merely a concept of something; no action is currently being taken by you in your life path. This number does not yet bring the realization of your goals in relation to this situation, and from thinking, thinking, and wandering around a decision, you vomit. And even three times. Vomiting is being overcome with disgust; if you look at the context of your dream, it indicates why or for whom one feels repugnance or contempt. What do you want to vomit? Vomiting in your dream can also demonstrate an affront or an insult that forces you to reject a part of yourself or a man who, until that moment, had never let you down. Vomiting is a sign of deep disappointment.
Your dream demonstrates a lot of isolation, as if you are always in the background in your real life, observing and not taking concrete action in the situation you are in, perhaps out of fear of losing material things, etc.
Kind regards, /Rolande.
