Dive

Hello!

So here is a two-day dream, but one that seems interesting to study...

I find myself on a sort of cliff on the edge of a very deep precipice, at the bottom of which lies a river… A group of people who seem familiar are behind me, among them the face of a charming brunette young man who stands out from the rest.

I see a friend who has jumped into this ravine; she is in the water with a child beside her (she is currently pregnant with her fourth!). I know I have to jump; the people behind me encourage me and then suddenly disappear. I want to join them, but I am clinging to the edge, on the verge of falling, and I can no longer turn back…

All of a sudden, I gather my momentum, but with difficulty; I have to try again to build up the speed for my jump. I know I must stay upright as I fall and that I will have a dreadful sensation of emptiness!

In the end, I progress with my eyes closed but perfectly upright, and it goes very well; I feel good… I clearly perceive the duration of the fall and the sensation of falling, and then, feeling close to the water, I assume a dive position… The entry into the water also goes very well, and underwater, I straighten up just before hitting the bottom and crashing… I resurface and I’m fine!

Then, I swim westward against the current and find myself near a railway line, which I follow on foot until I reach an unfamiliar town, a bustling street full of shops…

The rest has slipped from my memory, even though I still had it yesterday…

This kind of dream reminds me that around the age of seven, I woke up with a start, seeing myself falling toward water that was sparkling in the sun, near a large bridge, like the Golden Gate… Just before the plunge, I regained consciousness and a psychic voice told me that I should no longer be afraid of dying, because within me there was an immortal part that survives the physical body… Since then, I have known that the soul exists (let’s say, that it came to reconnect me to this awareness). Especially since I grew up in an environment that did not believe in reincarnation…

I also very often have the recurring sensation in dreams that my legs are weighted down... When I dream that I have to walk or run, I move in slow motion, painfully, with a feeling of heaviness and frustration! This often happens during the re-embodiment phase upon waking (alpha waves)... Sometimes, I pass through very murky layers!

There you go, thanks…

Hello Chouebacca,
You're on a slippery slope, as they say, in an uncomfortable and very delicate situation. Some people are familiar to you and stimulate you, help you, and don't always push you in the right direction. However, you must take your male animus into account and see what it tells you!
Friends are not always good payers for the choices they impose on you; yes, you must dive into your deep consciousness to catch that long, quiet river you want and hope for, and not look back, and above all, not have regrets about your actions.
Sometimes you go on your momentum, your path, your decision like a blind person, an automaton. Yes, you progress little by little, you resurface to find yourself back on your path, on foot in the world with its multiple facets and its traps. It is up to you not to let these so-called friends and the traps that the world holds for us get the better of you. Go with your own choices and decisions and do not let yourself be influenced at any point.
Best regards
Ladysally

Good evening Ladysally,

I am deeply moved by your interpretation, which is so spot on! It’s so true…

I needed to hear it because my subconscious—I don’t always know how to listen to its messages and trust myself…

I can't seem to take my animus side into account, and you're really making me aware of it, which explains my emotional desert... Maybe I'm even repressing it... But how do I do that? I'm not sure I know, and I'm afraid of missing out...

Thank you for these words!

Honestly.

Good evening Chouebacca,
I'm sorry to have to say this, but you have had serious psychological problems, certainly related to your past, that are resurfacing now.
I am just a simple person who only interprets dreams, and I am a person with my own strengths and weaknesses. I would love to help you, but unfortunately, it is beyond my means, and if you only knew how much I wish I could help you all.
You might consider seeing a psychologist for therapy.
Looking forward to hearing from you again, Chouebacca, have a good evening.
With affection
Ladysally

Good evening again, Ladysally,

Yes, but I wasn’t asking you how to do it yourself, because you’ve already helped me a lot by making me aware of the facts... It’s not always easy to interpret you for myself... Thank you so much for that.

My animus suffered from an emotional deficit, particularly the absence of a father, followed by a sexual assault during adolescence and other repressed traumas… which subsequently triggered various humiliations…

That said, I have a very strong psychic ability despite my sensitivity, and it is the spiritual path that helps me, not a therapist… I have a good connection with my guides and the Source, but I am not yet serene enough in this world to be centered and fully entrust myself to my Higher Self… This comes gradually through trials and suffering, as it is often necessary for evolution…

The fact that all of this is resurfacing now is already a sign of healing!

Friendly. :-*

Good evening Chouebacca,
Indeed, it was the lack of a fatherly figure and the rape I suffered as a teenager that I was referring to when I mentioned psychological issues related to the past.
I know, my dear, you have a strong character, but it may be preferable to seek help from a third party who is qualified to do so. That said, you can also choose the spiritual side in parallel. Well, I know well that it is more difficult to interpret one's own dreams, and there is no problem there: if I am free and have the time, why not? Yes, I think it is a recurring dream, and you will find your path and your demands... It is true that the steps and hardships make us even stronger.
I kiss you, my dear, and wish you a pleasant evening.
With affection
Ladysally

Good evening, my dear Ladysally,

Thank you for your sweet and comforting words... I am taking your advice to heart, as I know that sometimes one must fully release the deep layers by speaking to a professional...

I'm hugging you too!
I look forward to speaking with you again…

Good night