To answer your questions, yes, I strongly sense people's energies, and I generally know who I'm dealing with from the very first meeting!
I experience sensations in waves; they come and go, then return without warning…
What’s difficult for me in dreams is that I always feel the dangers, the negative things!
What truly marked my life were the uneasinesses I felt when I was in the company of several people and a cat shortly before they died…
The first one was when I was 9 years old; it was my great-grandfather. I didn’t tell anyone, but I was unwell for three days. The subsequent ones were at 15, 24, 26, and 28 years old, and I told the people around me (my mother) because I didn’t want to be taken for a crazy person—just to be on the safe side!!!
The last one was my cat. He was two years old; I had already rescued him from the street and paid for a delicate, frankly expensive surgery to ensure his health. He was getting better and better, and one Thursday evening, while I was cuddling him, I got scared. I started feeling cold and crying in bed, begging him not to abandon me, because otherwise, what would I have left? (cf. my eight-year relationship with my partner was starting to fall apart!)
My partner, who had listened to me, was of course taking me for a crazy woman. Unfortunately, it was some neighbors who came to wake him up on Sunday morning to take him to the place where my cat lay dead… We never found out what it had died of, whether it was poisoned or an accident… Two days!
This kind of malaise always takes two to three days to materialize…
In other words, up until today, I have always been afraid of what I felt because I don't know how to control it; I haven't tamed it yet, and it's not permanent!
But this year has been upheaving for me, and I tell myself that since I’m doing it anyway, it’s time to overcome those fears too!
It will serve me insofar as I find peace and balance within myself, and it may help others when I am ready…
There you go!
Best regards,
Isabelle.