Hello,
Well, I had a dream last night. I went through the glossary a bit to try to understand it; it’s my first attempt on my own, so I’m now coming to you for your opinion.
I am in an enclosure that must once have been a garden. which would mean inner growth, a harmonious and balanced personality But it’s no longer a real garden; it has been overtaken by conifers. (trees in a garden: improvement of one's state of being, evergreen, not to be brought down by worries)
These pines or firs are very tall and so thick that I am almost suffocating. To my left, there is an old building that continues into a boundary wall. Another wall is behind me. The density of the conifers prevents me from seeing the other boundaries of the garden.
A tree has even grown at the base of the wall.
A man is with me; I think I know him, but I’m not quite sure who he is (which forces me to view differently the personality of the man I’m involved with).
As I was nearly suffocating, this man strangely explained the growth of these trees, almost as if he had cultivated them himself; he even bent down to show me how the one growing in the wall was even more powerful than the others (sexual power).
The wall, request denied, but for the man in question, satisfaction of a duty fulfilled.
My interpretation or synthesis:I must not let my sorrow bring me down. Seeing how I am suffocating from his rejection of my love, the man I love shows me his strength and power, and that I had misjudged his personality. He is satisfied to have rejected me for the sake of my inner balance.
This is my first attempt, so I look forward to your feedback or objections.
Thank you for your help